Unashamed with a Side of Imperfections

I am very far from perfect and embodied of imperfections.  I know, I know, it’s extremely hard to believe!  I am only human.  I do make mistakes on a regular basis, and probably more often than I realize.  I will say things, unintentionally, that may be offensive to others, without even realizing it.  I may have done something, unknowingly, that may have hurt someone’s feelings.  Admittedly,  I know I’ve done someone wrong as opportunity presented itself, to where it haunts my conscience.  Regardless, it’s my life’s story, which I hope may inspire others. Without poor choices and mistakes made, valuable life lessons would not have been learned.  Hopefully, because of these learned lessons, I will instinctively know how to better handle and/or conduct myself in future situations, if and when they ever arise.  Life is an ongoing adventure faced with undaunting obstacles.  I have grown up having high expectations of myself.  Now that I am somewhat grown up, I have learned to show myself more leniency and to be more self-forgiving.  Or  I can just do or think the obviously easy response to everything from now on and just say fuck it. 😊

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A New Hello

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Concealed emotions once supressed now accepted

Twenty years of silent suffering finally surfaced

A blow to the ego was never intended

Understanding and sincere apologies appreciated

Forgiveness, yes.  Admittedly, this cannot be fixed

Want to give me the world you took from me

Gifts a-plenty and kind gestures galore

Too much to bare and too late to serve their purpose

Humbled by realization of past mistakes

Eager to acknowledge and validate

Ownership of blinded hurtfulness

Years of devoted loyalty wasted

Love enough to let go

Thank you for the goodbye

Time for my new hello