A New Hello

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Concealed emotions once supressed now accepted

Twenty years of silent suffering finally surfaced

A blow to the ego was never intended

Understanding and sincere apologies appreciated

Forgiveness, yes.  Admittedly, this cannot be fixed

Want to give me the world you took from me

Gifts a-plenty and kind gestures galore

Too much to bare and too late to serve their purpose

Humbled by realization of past mistakes

Eager to acknowledge and validate

Ownership of blinded hurtfulness

Years of devoted loyalty wasted

Love enough to let go

Thank you for the goodbye

Time for my new hello

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Adoring Pain

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My eyes were open, but may as well have been squeezed closed tight.  You appeared, and my eyes came into focus once again.  The connection had always been there, but I had been blinded with distraction.  Believe it or not, our paths have crossed in the past, but not to this extent.  Naturally orchestrated, all was meant to be.  Adoring pain, guilty as charged.  Graciously, your affection, kindness, patience and understanding are admirably expressed.  Although our paths may never cross again, I am eternally grateful, for my soul has been saved, and you don’t even realize it.  With my complete sincerity, thank you.

“I’ve read that dreaming of your own death may be interpreted as facing the end of something – career, marriage, or other life-altering change.  Also, symbolizing a new chapter in life.”  –  Excerpt from my post published July 31, 2015,  Peaceful Serenity.